Imagination/Lonely

I've decided that my imagination is too much for my own good. Let me explain...Aaron is out of town right now. Every time he goes out of town or works really late I start making up stories in my head. Most of them consist of him having an affair on me. I know he's not, but still, I just can't help making up the stories. Sometimes it goes as far as me getting mad at him for being late. I've really had to work on that. I hate that he has to go out of town. He leaves me alone for a few days with just the boys to talk to. Ya ok I have some friends I converse with, but it's not quite the same. He gets to fly somewhere and have a few days child free. I wonder how that is...being child free for a few days. I really would like someday to go somewhere with him, but his stupid job is against Aaron having a life out of work! If I could I'd do something about it, but I won't because I would get caught!

I guess what my problem is right now is that I am lonely. Living in Tooele I sometimes feel like I am in a different state. It may be that the gas prices are so high. I don't go anywhere unless I have too. I'm sure lots of people are doing the same thing. I have days where I feel I am stuck in the house with the boys (today being one of those). I swear when they said that little boys are made of sticks and snails and puppy dogs tails that they were right! I really never heard a poop story until I had boys! Some days it's their favorite subject! I think I need a girls day out! Anyone want to join?!